Lord Help Me Jesus

The words "Lord help me Jesus" were apparent the morning of Oct. 10, 2010. On tuesday I prayed over my brother laying hands on him for healing. I think in my own conscience of not using God's gifts that often came through in the song for me. I continue to pray for my brother who suffered far more than my parents or myself with his heart attack. I think at times such as this I have come to a greater realization that I need to do God's work and not be afraid about doing it. Praying over someone in need is a tremendous gift as well as offering prayers on a daily basis. Then I wondered if I managed to fail to use the gifts that God gives out of my own sense of unworthiness. Then I realize how much he truly loves me by what he provides. On that note it is also the same for the world.

I've grappled with so much lately that I felt I needed to step away, taking the time to breath and just be.