I removed a section of the previous blog, because I don't want to complain about how the workforce is in this world. It is not my right to do so. There is nothing I want from anyone anyway. It is up to me to take care of me and let God be my guide in how I go about my life. No one else is my caretaker. It's sad that when trials befall us we see how many friends stand by our side and how many flee out of fear. That's the sad part. Right now I have a trial to go through and I'm the only one to give myself any positive feedback. This is one good thing about writing a journal, it's getting rid of the complaints without realizing they are complaints.